i was fed up, and tired of crying my <3 out.
when we could've been having good times, through & through.
don't go jumping to conclusions about what i've got right now.
because you reallllllly don't know the story, okay.
i mean i get why you would, but don't it's not necessary.
you don't realize the sht i faced, and took in day in, day out.
i gave my heart to get it thrown back in my face, every time.
i never ever gave up, until i woke up and realized i don't need this.
no one needs that. -_- hnstly, didn't want it to go down that way.
but that's how it had to happen, and i won't looook back.
because i finallly stood up for myself, instead of always holdin back.
the pain you felt, isn't half as hard as the pain i've dealt with.
going through alll of those days of falling and getting back up.
made me stronger. so strong that i could pulllll that off.
and i'm proud of myself, just as much as everyone else is of me.
your probably sorry, sorry that you got caught & it went down like this.
but i cared for you, because i loved you. no, i don't hate you.
i'm thanking you. i'm wiser/stronger/braver 'nd ain't putting my guard down.
it's kept up high where it belongs, and my hearts on my sleeve.
i hope she's just as good or even better to you than i was.
although, i gave it my all, and tried to bring the best in you.
maybe she can do it. because apparently i failed.
take care. you need to give respect in order to gain respect.
'nd be humble. seriously. don't say it, act on it.
i'm happy now, actually more than ever.
hope you are too.