"i don't have the strength to
 stay away from you anymore."

and why is it that all of a sudden out of the blue.
i found myself crying, over what exactly? nothing that's it.
feeling nostalgic, and it's killing me. why is it getting to me.
something like that wouldn't bug me, now it setting in.

one thing i don't get

is why i care oh so much.
for something that's not even there.

all of sudden

reality is beginning to set in, and i don't like it one bit.
i got caught up w. fantasies and dreams and the future.
that i forgot about my present. now, i'm spinning in circles.
you really don't know what you've got til it's gone.