"go for the ugly boys.
they won't break yrrr heart."
haha, and everytime a new guy comes along.
i tend to remember that, and laugh a little to hard.
because it's the kinnnna thing that shallow people would say.
although it's been working out for him for quite awhile.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH, just kiddddding ;P
sorry pd. 2's a drrrrag.
boring, just texting "the beautiful bitch." (;
yrrrrr never gonna guess who.
i'm the happiest i've ever been.
yeah, this past two weeks, i've done nothing but smile smile smile. it's basically "endless" happiness. don't know exactly how all of this happened, but things do happen for a reason. & welllllll, he's the sweetest. no i don't mean, he's a sweet talker, and trys to get by with cheeezy pick up lines. no he's sweet like alllll the little things he does make me like him even more. he may not be the steeeziest guy in hawaii, but one things for sure is that i dig his steeeeeze, although he's got a bad habit of doing "illlllegal" things. but hey like sheeeela said, "for every woman theres a man that will make her stronger. for every man there's a woman that will make him change." and this certain one, no isn't making me rush into any relationships. patience is a virtue. and so far, he's got a gold heart. nooooo not another one with a cold heart. (: don't know how things happen like this. whennn you've got a good thing, don't screw it up. althoughhhh he says he's not worthy, he's trying and trying. and i love that. i'm his onnnnly yogurrrrt girl (; hahah. and i'm gonna throw it at his face. haha. apparently i gottttt scrub out alll the pointless memories, and make room for more, haha. he's silllly but gets me going. & for that other person out there, thinkin' i'm probably stupid for moving on. yrrr stupid because you don't know the deal. you don't know the real deal. the sht that went down, and why it went down like that. it's not my fault, and why would i stick around with something that only takes me for granted. No girl deserves to be treated that way, no girl or person needs to deal with all the pain i've dealt with. i'm stronger and bettttter today, cuzz life's too short to dwell in alll that's wrong. :) and boyyyy, i ain't missing you. i'm happy.
possibly to good to be true.
fyi: my hearts on hold.
i was fed up, and tired of crying my <3 out.
when we could've been having good times, through & through.
don't go jumping to conclusions about what i've got right now.
because you reallllllly don't know the story, okay.
i mean i get why you would, but don't it's not necessary.
you don't realize the sht i faced, and took in day in, day out.
i gave my heart to get it thrown back in my face, every time.
i never ever gave up, until i woke up and realized i don't need this.
no one needs that. -_- hnstly, didn't want it to go down that way.
but that's how it had to happen, and i won't looook back.
because i finallly stood up for myself, instead of always holdin back.
the pain you felt, isn't half as hard as the pain i've dealt with.
going through alll of those days of falling and getting back up.
made me stronger. so strong that i could pulllll that off.
and i'm proud of myself, just as much as everyone else is of me.
your probably sorry, sorry that you got caught & it went down like this.
but i cared for you, because i loved you. no, i don't hate you.
i'm thanking you. i'm wiser/stronger/braver 'nd ain't putting my guard down.
it's kept up high where it belongs, and my hearts on my sleeve.
i hope she's just as good or even better to you than i was.
although, i gave it my all, and tried to bring the best in you.
maybe she can do it. because apparently i failed.
take care. you need to give respect in order to gain respect.
'nd be humble. seriously. don't say it, act on it.
i'm happy now, actually more than ever.
hope you are too.
when we could've been having good times, through & through.
don't go jumping to conclusions about what i've got right now.
because you reallllllly don't know the story, okay.
i mean i get why you would, but don't it's not necessary.
you don't realize the sht i faced, and took in day in, day out.
i gave my heart to get it thrown back in my face, every time.
i never ever gave up, until i woke up and realized i don't need this.
no one needs that. -_- hnstly, didn't want it to go down that way.
but that's how it had to happen, and i won't looook back.
because i finallly stood up for myself, instead of always holdin back.
the pain you felt, isn't half as hard as the pain i've dealt with.
going through alll of those days of falling and getting back up.
made me stronger. so strong that i could pulllll that off.
and i'm proud of myself, just as much as everyone else is of me.
your probably sorry, sorry that you got caught & it went down like this.
but i cared for you, because i loved you. no, i don't hate you.
i'm thanking you. i'm wiser/stronger/braver 'nd ain't putting my guard down.
it's kept up high where it belongs, and my hearts on my sleeve.
i hope she's just as good or even better to you than i was.
although, i gave it my all, and tried to bring the best in you.
maybe she can do it. because apparently i failed.
take care. you need to give respect in order to gain respect.
'nd be humble. seriously. don't say it, act on it.
i'm happy now, actually more than ever.
hope you are too.
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