since your back

it's back to the same old shit.

you treat me like i'm a little kid.

if you have realized it. i've GROWN! >:(

so cut the cord, and let me go. lockdown 24/7.

beginnin' to wish you were still gone.

it's not fair, how you can trust me so much.
but once he got back, your spineless.
i don't even know who you are. seriously.
these are the times when i feel like..

i feel like i'm just another burden in your life.
i feel like i'm just an accident waiting to happen.
i feel like i'm not even your daughter.

like i said before.
i grew up! i FUCKN grew up.
'nd yet you still treat me as if i have no clue.

I'M INDEPENDENT!
with or without you.


how the fuck can you walk back in our lives.
as if nothing happened! >:( i wish you went away.
deep inside i sometimes wish you did walk away.
but the only thing is mom's not strong enough.

i am! i hate how you make me feel like shit.
what did i do wrong? i did nothing wrong.
again, i'm placed in another situation,
where i feel like i ain't good enough.

thanks, your fuckn special.

"YOU HAVE TO LOSE SOME TO WIN SOME.

YOU GOTTA HAVE NONE BEFORE YOU START GETTING SOME. 


WHEN YOU START GETTING SOME, YOUR NOT GONNA WANT NONE,

BECAUSE YOU'LL REALIZE YOUR DONE 


& YOU ONLY WANT ONE."

the third day of another month.

he's back. he's actually back.

yet i still deep inside hate him.

i'm home with my father, no tension.

but something about it that makes me not wanna be around him.

i guess it's just that he's been gone for half a year.

zeeeeeero communication.

feels like nothing changed.

-_- he needs to realize i'm grown, 'nd still going.

i've changed since last august? 'nd he's gotta cope w/it.